157. The Filter of Truth

A continuation of the previous blog.

In the fall of 2010, after six months of poor sleeping that was edging me into depression again, I had lost hold of Jeremiah 29:11. I did not trust that God had plans to prosper me and not to harm me. Romans 8:28 – And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God – rang hollow in my mind and emotions.

I called up my brother Bill in despair, and he said to me, “Pat, you don’t really trust God to take care of you. You believe it in your mind, but the truth of God’s promises has not filtered down into your heart, the core of your being.”

“How do I learn to trust God?” I responded. Bill replied, “Trusting God is not a global thing, where you decide to trust God once and for all. It is a moment by moment exercise.”

There it was: an answer I could understand. That very day I talked to Bill, I started a journal of the times in my life when God answered my prayer and the events in my life which proved I could trust God. Here is an entry for November 12, 2010: “Last night I slept the best I have in six months, from 10 p.m. to 8 a.m. I can trust Him.” Exactly two years later, November 18, 2012, I wrote in the journal: “Last Monday I contracted the flu, which turned into a horrible cold on Thursday. I lost my voice on a shopping trip with my wife in St. Cloud. All this time, looming before me, was a book presentation to give Saturday morning, lunch with a good friend following that, and a concert Saturday night with friends. I slept well Thursday and Friday evenings and I made it through all of Saturday’s events, and slept well last night. All this by God’s grace. I can trust Him.”

 

About Patrick Day

triumphoverdepression.org This blog is my ministry to support those who are depressed, in gratefulness for my having overcome major depression. Read "About Patrick Day" just to the right of "home" on the top of the blog site to find out more particulars about me. I retired from a career in higher education, where I served as Dean of Instruction, and promptly moved into a life of purposelessness and despair for five years, finally coming out on the other side. I am now an author, a business and life coach, a writer of this blog, and a volunteer for various organizations. What I write about in this blog is not hypothetical comments on depression. I have been there, felt the horrible pain, had my life disrupted, and experienced everything that I write about. I pray that I may be a blessing to you.
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One Response to 157. The Filter of Truth

  1. Bill Day says:

    Pat, it is wonderful to see you comforting others with the comfort with which you have been comforted. You have allowed God to turn your illness into a ministry. Sometimes God seems to me to be like an alchemist. Hallelujah! Bro Bill (aka Dr. Wally)

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